1.29.2011

1.27.2011

binge eating.

won't go without them.

1.26.2011

love.love.love

1.25.2011

through someone else's eyes.

BLIND
SATURDAY, JAN 08TH, 2011 BY CHRISBEE
“I’ve been trying to make everyone happy that I forgot what I wanted to do,” she cried out as her wavy dark brown hair covered her fair, white face. Her tears trickled down her face and her silent moans transformed into deep wheezes. I sat next to her, rubbing her back to comfort her. We sat in silence for for a few minutes. I just watched her, crying everything out—her drunken state, her sadness, her happiness, she relieved everything.“What do you want to do then?” I asked, running my hand down her hair. She laid on my lap.“I’m hungry and tired,” was all she replied.“Then get food and sleep,” I sighed. She dozed off, trying to escape her problems, unable to face reality. 

FOSSIL bracelet wishhlistt

1.24.2011

only daddy ed could understand.

I'd like to:

let my hair down, 
close my eyes, 
then cry everything out. 

fall into a pile of feathers, 
sleep on a cloud, 
& eat french macaroons. 

throw rose petals; let them fall on me. 
sink into silk linens, 
and breathe a huge sigh of relief. 
smile as the pressure thats been
building on my chest 
is slowly lifted off. 

ill live in a pink room 
with nothing but 
white clouds, feathers, and pillows. 

Rhea's Lament in Springtime


"Today my son told me
that in the meadows
at the edge of the heavy wood
in the distance, he saw
trees of white flowers
i feel that I would like
to go there
and fall into those flowers
and sink into the marsh near them"

1.22.2011

eggs4dinner&&breakfastinbed.

vvaavaaroooommmm.

1.09.2011

currently experiencing

MANIA. 

Room Preview: Almost Done


1.04.2011

determined.

getting my shit together. 

1.01.2011

Advice.

know what you want in life, and then learn how to ask for it. 

NEW! Room Preview!

I recently got inspired and changed my entire bedroom design & layout. I was able to return the majority of the room & wall decor I purchased from urban and exchanged them for new pieces that match my new room theme. I've also been taking on some creative DIY projects including gold painted vintage frames & re-updating a chandelier! ALSO, i was up in the attic the other day and found this gorgeous vintage chest/ottoman & put it at the foot of my bed. It loooooks amazing & I can't wait until my entire room is done.